TREASURE IN JARS OF CLAY

I have a couple of favorite preachers and one of them is  Sarah Jakes Roberts , the daughter to the famous Bishop TD Jakes.I have listened to almost all her sermons on you tube and i love that she is not just a preacher but also a prayer warrior.So there is this phrase she loves to use, ' I am crazy enough to believe...'. And she will go on to declare the things she is believing God for. I used to wonder why she often used the word 'crazy' until i found myself in the same place. I am in a place right now in my life , where all i have is this crazy faith... Let me take you back a bit to an experience i had in campus. In my class of B com Finance we were very few during that year and so we all connected somehow.As it is  a custom of most university students, before the lecturer came in , we would talk about all things and nothing. I loved to sit at the front row in class, not because i was a chopi ( bright student in class) . I felt comfortable there..at the front. I ...

I know i have been so lost here, been so busy with other things, but it is all good. I thank God for the privilege to find something to do with own hands.( I pray for those looking for a job or desire to start your own business may God grant you favor in this season, you are blessed!) I have not neglected writing, but in this season , i felt God lead me to spend more time in His presence and do less.He has always been the source and i desire to continue being filled of Him , even as i pour out what He has put in me. My desire for this blog is that every word will be life spoken to your life, none of me but all of JESUS! In the process of discovering where i was in this season, i must confess that at some point i felt so worried, questions like, what is happening to me? is anything wrong with me? did i make the right decision to start blogging? am i really called to do this? rang in my mind. However i continued to seek the Lord on this matter, He reminded me that He is a God of times...

There is a Swahili song that has the following lyrics 'nimetafuata milima mabonde na sikupata mwingine' ( I have searched everywhere and i could not find any one like Jesus). These words explained exactly what was in my heart at the end of the year 2017. I had this longing that no one or anything would satisfy except God . I actually did not have any other resolutions or prayers i needed God answer as  i crossed over to 2018.   My only desire was to search for God   Just when this desire was so ripe in me i came across the Pinky promise journal challenge. Journal ling has really helped me to connect with God in a fresh and new way ( you can also take up the challenge). I get to write my thoughts , fears, desires, faith, victories , failures to God everyday. It has been so refreshing! Comparison ! I know i am not the only lady or man who has  struggled with this issue.I think ladies struggle a lot with this,like who is the best dressed, who has the be...

If i was to give a subtitle to this it would be ( making decisions God's way) In the last couple of months, i have been on the verge of making a very big decision in my life. I have constantly mentioned this to God, asking Him to lead me. I knew i would not lead myself and so i had to lean on to God's understanding. So many times when you are just about to make a very big decision, there will be two voices speaking in you. Your voice and God's voice. The enemy may take advantage of your own voice especially when God is leading you to your place of destiny and purpose. He ( the enemy ) is so afraid of who you are in Christ and he will do anything to lead you astray. What i have learnt in this season: God is not the author of confusion  Make a decision ( the enemy would want you remain stuck without making a decision ) Test every spirit ( the enemy would still use scripture to tempt you ) Know your weaknesses and strengths Accountability ( get someone you trust t...